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He Loved her more than I could

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He loved her more than I could, He took away the pain I put, He embraced the scars from my blows, He made her glow again, Just like the beauty she was, I take fault for my mistakes, For the nights I made her cry, For the mornings I didn’t remind her she was amazing, I am guilty for not been the man I should have, For not calling her day by day, For not loving her right, For not embracing her tight, For the days I didn’t remind her she was my all, The promises I broke, The pain I caused, The vows I didn’t keep, I regret every minute I didn’t appreciate her, The times I treated her as though she was ordinary, The days I wiped off her smile, Bruised her heart, Walked out on her, It took losing her to see how hurt she was, How sad her eyes spoke, But how much she was dear to me, I wish she could see the regret in my eyes, Or weigh the weight of my apology, And the love I still feel, I wish we could start again , but am not her better man She deserves him, ...

DAMN

When you walked out on me, When you turned you back on me, It ripped out my heart, the pain was Unbearable, I didn’t imagine I’d make it To another day, it was always a struggle I drowned in sorrows, I sought to flee but in vain, I’d sit by the window, and look Outside, Hoping you’d come back like you always did, And everytime a yellow cab pulled over, I’d be uptight, Then when another stepped out, I’d plummet Into hopelessness Damn you, you said you believed in Us Damn you, you said we had something special Damn you, you said you’d never leave my side, Damn you, you lied! Damn you for all the tears, Damn you for all the pain, Damn you, we deserved better, Damn the years we lived together Damn the words we wishpered to each other, Damn, I thought you were like no other, You were just another bastard, son of a b*tch, Damn the delusion of happiness you spurred, Damn the loneliness, Damn You, I reckon all the days we shared, and I regret falling for you!

HER!

she knows things she knows so much more than you realize noticing it all and so much of what she sees has become too much for her heart she lives with it your secrets, your lies the things you’ve kept hidden she knows every hiding place and yet she says nothing she sits silently watching you play a losing game with her heart one day she’ll let you know what she knows and that’ll be the day that she’s ready to let go

POETRY

I love, Starve, Crave, And serve, Just because I have feelings. My lover loved another, My feelings fled to another, My love shifted to the phone, A secret home of complete pleasure. My closet of full unseen sweetness. She found another tool for satisfaction, My own drops of affection found joy in sight, In seeing and feeling good, So much pleasure than my body could withstand. She nowadays loves masculine men, My body alone cannot withstand chest pain, So I let her go in the name of love, Just so I’d watch and touch all I have. Moaning in silence sounds sweet With emotions flowing from my fingertips Legs crossed with the mouth wide open, With racing breaths and temperatures. Pleasure for lesure, Craving for self touch, Passion for hidden trials, Of Love that keeps you away, Just so I’d groan and moan in sweet pain.

FADED

I remember that feeling whenever you held me so close, I was so excited every part of me felt jumpy. Oh darling , I was so high on you I don’t recall a day I didn’t long to lay on your chest or sway upon the dancefloor with you, I remember how the world spun around me when you twirled me those nights, How you showcased me to the room, like I was your prize. Oh, your deep interlocking stares that left me hungry and wanting. But words could never define you cause darling I never found such a safe haven You were my favorite place. Baby, you were love.