KG EMPIRE (PSYCHOLOGY).

I'm not an ogre, whom you can run for safety I'm not a movie, which you can watch I'm not an angel ,for you to accuse But I'm just a poet When l take a pen and a book, words usually flows from nowhere When l think of a theme, obsession do take its position As if I'm possessed or not, lines do show their ways I'm just like you, created like you but accuse me not For I'm just a poet Let my ink not break our friendship Let my ink not do as a part Let my ink not bring hatred But apply literature in my article For I'm just but a poet When my pen ironicizes love, don't judge me When my pen coincidentally infringes your peace, don't judge me When my pen acts ill-manneredly,don't judge me I'm just a poet

You can run, You can hide Say goodbye, Even cry But the world/life is a cycle you run forward Only to get back Its who you are Its what you feel You can't run and be real Every word Every experience A throwback back to you Its a lonely road Being a god Seeing life through a 3rd iris Experiencing pain as a third party Or joy you can only desire Only to create... Only to enlighten, Emotion in pen motion A succession of words Nonsense that makes sense Breaking rules of grammar Feeding them to a crammer That's poetry That is who you are Your life will always be poetry                                    

The moon is high up already, Its time to write down my fears, To write down my last wishes, To bid bye to the letters that gave me happiness, Till but another time, maybe in another world Bye poetry. With pain I have to bleed my last words, The words of pain of a lost poet, One forced to exile from his peace land(motherland), Gone to bleed on his injuries at the cliffs, The cliffs which blend pain and torture, Bye poetry. I would have liked to stay, To stay and write those pieces again, To make them smile even when on the sword's edges, But am sorry, This shall be my last handwriting, Bye poetry. I shall take my route henceforth, My demons I will face and fight, I pull off the poetry pain hiding mask, Just to place things correct again, But till then; Good bye loyalists Of my poems Bye poetry                💔💫😰

It's been long So long carrying this load Load of pain Pain of my dad leaving me Pain of a misstep in studies Shame of failing Heart ache of heartbreak Feeling of unworthiness It's been heavy But, I've listened and seen How it has slowed me down Blinded me from light From the future at hand And I'm tired of wearing this masks To hide how i feel To cover the tears i shed The bleeding wounds I'm tired of it all It drains me I miss much life I wanna let it all go I want to live I'm done surviving It's time to face my demons It's time to talk to my inner self No need to cover my eyes It's time to peel the mask off Throw it away and fight One last tear One last fight Arms on arms The pain i feel it's not meant to stay Dad i forgive you wherever you're My exe's i forgive you And wish you happiness Dear self I'm sorry for the pain It's time to move on Its to live Masks off.

You see I'm only me Not you or anyone No more no less Just me is all I can be Sometimes I laugh Others I cry I whine I dine Just to live is what I want Sometimes I wished I could die I Tried suicide even But its all life Sometimes I'm funny others I'm gloomy Sometimes I'm sad hopeless Others I'm happy bountiful Sometimes I'm introverted Others I'm extroverted I am a  loyal true & honest friend Just know I'll be there till the end Give more expect less is my mantra I'm romantic sensual passionate too To the love of my life to "Juliet" I'll share this with you I can be sweet or shy Sassy or dandy Quite a handful I've been told I'm a hunk handsome desirable maybe I'm not I'm not perfect you know I do have my faults, imperfections Sometimes when I get scared Treated like an option, casual I withdraw, I put up high walls I'm not much forgiving like I'd want to Because when I ge...

Not everyone wears a hat👨🏼‍🌾 Not everyone will leave you hurt💔 Some are peaceful dwelling huts You’re a soul so beautiful You make my life cheerful Swerry I can talk with you for hour Your unique sense of humor👌 Your unique beautiful eyes😉 Your cute smile make me feel goosebumps🥰 If I had a flower Of every thought of you on a tower I would be walking in a garden forever Having a fever If I had a dollar💰 Of every thought of you as a star✨ My life will be bright from far☄️ You’re my sunshine☀️ Many smiles begin with you😊 You make me smile for no reason☺️ I can’t figure out How beautiful you are How bright your smile is, How amazing you are Your beauty drives me crazy🥳 I become blown away when my mind is lazy Right from the start you stole my heart I’m unable to lower the stars for you, climb the highest mountain or give you the world, but there’s one thing I’ll not hesitate to give you, myself Wanted to buy you roses🌹 but thought they might be env...

He loved her more than I could, He took away the pain I put, He embraced the scars from my blows, He made her glow again, Just like the beauty she was, I take fault for my mistakes, For the nights I made her cry, For the mornings I didn’t remind her she was amazing, I am guilty for not been the man I should have, For not calling her day by day, For not loving her right, For not embracing her tight, For the days I didn’t remind her she was my all, The promises I broke, The pain I caused, The vows I didn’t keep, I regret every minute I didn’t appreciate her, The times I treated her as though she was ordinary, The days I wiped off her smile, Bruised her heart, Walked out on her, It took losing her to see how hurt she was, How sad her eyes spoke, But how much she was dear to me, I wish she could see the regret in my eyes, Or weigh the weight of my apology, And the love I still feel, I wish we could start again , but am not her better man She deserves him, ...

When you walked out on me, When you turned you back on me, It ripped out my heart, the pain was Unbearable, I didn’t imagine I’d make it To another day, it was always a struggle I drowned in sorrows, I sought to flee but in vain, I’d sit by the window, and look Outside, Hoping you’d come back like you always did, And everytime a yellow cab pulled over, I’d be uptight, Then when another stepped out, I’d plummet Into hopelessness Damn you, you said you believed in Us Damn you, you said we had something special Damn you, you said you’d never leave my side, Damn you, you lied! Damn you for all the tears, Damn you for all the pain, Damn you, we deserved better, Damn the years we lived together Damn the words we wishpered to each other, Damn, I thought you were like no other, You were just another bastard, son of a b*tch, Damn the delusion of happiness you spurred, Damn the loneliness, Damn You, I reckon all the days we shared, and I regret falling for you!

she knows things she knows so much more than you realize noticing it all and so much of what she sees has become too much for her heart she lives with it your secrets, your lies the things you’ve kept hidden she knows every hiding place and yet she says nothing she sits silently watching you play a losing game with her heart one day she’ll let you know what she knows and that’ll be the day that she’s ready to let go

I love, Starve, Crave, And serve, Just because I have feelings. My lover loved another, My feelings fled to another, My love shifted to the phone, A secret home of complete pleasure. My closet of full unseen sweetness. She found another tool for satisfaction, My own drops of affection found joy in sight, In seeing and feeling good, So much pleasure than my body could withstand. She nowadays loves masculine men, My body alone cannot withstand chest pain, So I let her go in the name of love, Just so I’d watch and touch all I have. Moaning in silence sounds sweet With emotions flowing from my fingertips Legs crossed with the mouth wide open, With racing breaths and temperatures. Pleasure for lesure, Craving for self touch, Passion for hidden trials, Of Love that keeps you away, Just so I’d groan and moan in sweet pain.

I remember that feeling whenever you held me so close, I was so excited every part of me felt jumpy. Oh darling , I was so high on you I don’t recall a day I didn’t long to lay on your chest or sway upon the dancefloor with you, I remember how the world spun around me when you twirled me those nights, How you showcased me to the room, like I was your prize. Oh, your deep interlocking stares that left me hungry and wanting. But words could never define you cause darling I never found such a safe haven You were my favorite place. Baby, you were love.