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I'm just a poet

I'm not an ogre, whom you can run for safety I'm not a movie, which you can watch I'm not an angel ,for you to accuse But I'm just a poet When l take a pen and a book, words usually flows from nowhere When l think of a theme, obsession do take its position As if I'm possessed or not, lines do show their ways I'm just like you, created like you but accuse me not For I'm just a poet Let my ink not break our friendship Let my ink not do as a part Let my ink not bring hatred But apply literature in my article For I'm just but a poet When my pen ironicizes love, don't judge me When my pen coincidentally infringes your peace, don't judge me When my pen acts ill-manneredly,don't judge me I'm just a poet

The poet

You can run, You can hide Say goodbye, Even cry But the world/life is a cycle you run forward Only to get back Its who you are Its what you feel You can't run and be real Every word Every experience A throwback back to you Its a lonely road Being a god Seeing life through a 3rd iris Experiencing pain as a third party Or joy you can only desire Only to create... Only to enlighten, Emotion in pen motion A succession of words Nonsense that makes sense Breaking rules of grammar Feeding them to a crammer That's poetry That is who you are Your life will always be poetry                                    

Last ink drop

The moon is high up already, Its time to write down my fears, To write down my last wishes, To bid bye to the letters that gave me happiness, Till but another time, maybe in another world Bye poetry. With pain I have to bleed my last words, The words of pain of a lost poet, One forced to exile from his peace land(motherland), Gone to bleed on his injuries at the cliffs, The cliffs which blend pain and torture, Bye poetry. I would have liked to stay, To stay and write those pieces again, To make them smile even when on the sword's edges, But am sorry, This shall be my last handwriting, Bye poetry. I shall take my route henceforth, My demons I will face and fight, I pull off the poetry pain hiding mask, Just to place things correct again, But till then; Good bye loyalists Of my poems Bye poetry                💔💫😰

Masks off

It's been long So long carrying this load Load of pain Pain of my dad leaving me Pain of a misstep in studies Shame of failing Heart ache of heartbreak Feeling of unworthiness It's been heavy But, I've listened and seen How it has slowed me down Blinded me from light From the future at hand And I'm tired of wearing this masks To hide how i feel To cover the tears i shed The bleeding wounds I'm tired of it all It drains me I miss much life I wanna let it all go I want to live I'm done surviving It's time to face my demons It's time to talk to my inner self No need to cover my eyes It's time to peel the mask off Throw it away and fight One last tear One last fight Arms on arms The pain i feel it's not meant to stay Dad i forgive you wherever you're My exe's i forgive you And wish you happiness Dear self I'm sorry for the pain It's time to move on Its to live Masks off.

I'm just me

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You see I'm only me Not you or anyone No more no less Just me is all I can be Sometimes I laugh Others I cry I whine I dine Just to live is what I want Sometimes I wished I could die I Tried suicide even But its all life Sometimes I'm funny others I'm gloomy Sometimes I'm sad hopeless Others I'm happy bountiful Sometimes I'm introverted Others I'm extroverted I am a  loyal true & honest friend Just know I'll be there till the end Give more expect less is my mantra I'm romantic sensual passionate too To the love of my life to "Juliet" I'll share this with you I can be sweet or shy Sassy or dandy Quite a handful I've been told I'm a hunk handsome desirable maybe I'm not I'm not perfect you know I do have my faults, imperfections Sometimes when I get scared Treated like an option, casual I withdraw, I put up high walls I'm not much forgiving like I'd want to Because when I ge...

To the moon and back

Not everyone wears a hat👨🏼‍🌾 Not everyone will leave you hurt💔 Some are peaceful dwelling huts You’re a soul so beautiful You make my life cheerful Swerry I can talk with you for hour Your unique sense of humor👌 Your unique beautiful eyes😉 Your cute smile make me feel goosebumps🥰 If I had a flower Of every thought of you on a tower I would be walking in a garden forever Having a fever If I had a dollar💰 Of every thought of you as a star✨ My life will be bright from far☄️ You’re my sunshine☀️ Many smiles begin with you😊 You make me smile for no reason☺️ I can’t figure out How beautiful you are How bright your smile is, How amazing you are Your beauty drives me crazy🥳 I become blown away when my mind is lazy Right from the start you stole my heart I’m unable to lower the stars for you, climb the highest mountain or give you the world, but there’s one thing I’ll not hesitate to give you, myself Wanted to buy you roses🌹 but thought they might be env...