See No Evil



Life.... Oh life. It made me burn like a flame

Made me see darkness and pain the same

Gave me raw deal that made a big time insane

Well, come, you see these vouchers and tickets? 

They were for the journey I took to hell and back

As I sit down and write this, I still have the scars 

I still nurse the burns and the wounds now I can see the stars

My eyes saw death, pain and suffering

My mind was slow, talk of pathetic buffering

Now I can see a speck of life, I see no evil



Depression is blissful as you don't wana to let go

Piece by piece I came tumbling like parts of a Lego

People looked at me with xray eyes

Pinning me down with their gazes no one to give an advice

Like a knife cutting cheese so were the words I received

I thought I was a happy soul in love, but I was deceived

Nothing made sense, life was short and I was blinded to the soul

Memories broke me over, I don't think am gonna be whole


The past has a way of creeping up on us

Comes back to bite us in the ass

Its pain becomes the key to open doors of internal damage

Damnation became my closest friend

Like crystals in the sun, I wanted to shine

Like diamonds in the light I wanted to be priceless

But I became less of a price, I became the perfect unity of ambiguity

My eyes are now open, I see my heaven in the back pocket of my heart

You see there can no be light without darkness


I stood a chance to reign down the pangs of stress

I had a lot to say, now let me have this chance to address

Depression can weigh you down and put you in an awkward limbo

You will even sleep awkwardly with hands akimbo

The blade of stress took me into an unending death

I fell into a hole and felt a tinge of pain in every breathe

Out of this cage am breaking, my eyes will open and see no evil



I now know how to be okay, I am now alright

Now in darkness I now can see a light so bright

I had to defeat myself to win this war

I had to loose so as to conquer

I had to be broken so as to be made whole

I had to be shot twice so as to know if am dead

Am stronger than my thoughts, I said Hallo now am saying goodbye to my old friend the darkness

My sunglasses now cover my eyes from evil

My aspirin bottle is empty, I don't need them at all

Am in  my glorious process of gaining and retrieval

Now I can see a speck of life, I see no evil


Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

I'm just me

Image
You see I'm only me Not you or anyone No more no less Just me is all I can be Sometimes I laugh Others I cry I whine I dine Just to live is what I want Sometimes I wished I could die I Tried suicide even But its all life Sometimes I'm funny others I'm gloomy Sometimes I'm sad hopeless Others I'm happy bountiful Sometimes I'm introverted Others I'm extroverted I am a  loyal true & honest friend Just know I'll be there till the end Give more expect less is my mantra I'm romantic sensual passionate too To the love of my life to "Juliet" I'll share this with you I can be sweet or shy Sassy or dandy Quite a handful I've been told I'm a hunk handsome desirable maybe I'm not I'm not perfect you know I do have my faults, imperfections Sometimes when I get scared Treated like an option, casual I withdraw, I put up high walls I'm not much forgiving like I'd want to Because when I ge...
Read more

The poet

You can run, You can hide Say goodbye, Even cry But the world/life is a cycle you run forward Only to get back Its who you are Its what you feel You can't run and be real Every word Every experience A throwback back to you Its a lonely road Being a god Seeing life through a 3rd iris Experiencing pain as a third party Or joy you can only desire Only to create... Only to enlighten, Emotion in pen motion A succession of words Nonsense that makes sense Breaking rules of grammar Feeding them to a crammer That's poetry That is who you are Your life will always be poetry                                    
Read more

VANITY

Nothing in life is worth fighting for. Your best clothes is someone's rag, your account balance is someone's donation at a function, your girl friend/boy friend or fiancé/fiancée' is someone's Ex. Every single prostitute you see in a hotel or on the street at night was at some point in time a virgin. So what is the squabble all about? Life is too short and small to feel bigger or better than anybody. "We're all naked to death" says Steve Jobs.  "Nothing can save us from it". I hate to see people who brag about wealth, beauty, intelligence, level of education, fame and material possessions. There's nothing you've achieved in life that no one else has never gotten. The office you occupy today was occupied by someone yesterday and will be occupied by another person tomorrow. You don't know whom that person might be. There's only one thing that is worth bragging about which is "LIFE IN GOD ALMIGHTY". SO BE GOOD TO YOUR FELLO...
Read more